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I feel kind of selfish. I don’t know what to think. my family promised to buy me a car a long time ago and they still haven’t done it. and now I have a family to provide for with no way to get a car of my own. that would be merely impossible right now.. I just need a car even if its used and isn’t the best I just need something that way I can have a job and a reliable way to get my daughter to her appts and for me to get to work. I would love to have a job but I couldn’t get a full time one id have to take my step moms car and I feel rude doing so. I just wish it was easier for me. every one I see has a car, my friends that don’t even need cars have one. am I wrong for feeling like this? I know jealousy is a sin, but its so hard seeing other people who are way yonger then I like 16 years old who have cars and a job. nobody has helped me to get on my feet. this house is like a trap. I feel like im in a black whole with no way out. I just got my license the other day and still haven’t driven anywhere. I love being a mother, but I feel like I need to do something with my life. theres nothing going on. I feel on hold. I want to get out and run free god. I just want to go somewhere. its sad when going to Walmart two minutes down the street feels like a vacation.. I want to get away. weve been to Walmart literally a million times. im sick of the same thing over and over.  would love to go to the park but I thinks its to chilly outside. I feel like a vampire I never see the sun. I never get dressed theres no reason to. I just know something needs to change before I go into a depression. it scares me. I just don’t know what to do and with my man working all day every day, I have nobody do do things with. my best mom friend is about to have her baby but I know itll be a while before shes feeling okay to go out and do something. I just want a different view. this town is a hell. its a portal. it eats you alive and is nothing but crime and desert.. I just don’t know what to do anymore. yet I feel selfish for feeling this way, but I also feel like I deserve to feel this way. catch 22

alyssahailey:

ivoryunknown:

wildeir:

teenagedirtbagb4by:

reverzed:

0yster:

So why is one considered ‘inappropriate’ and the other accepted? Stop sexualising my body. 
I wonder this too. Why is it a man’s breast and nipple are okay to show but a woman’s breast and nipple isn’t.

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best thing to reblog yet

it’s funny because every time I reblog this I lose at least one follower who seems offended by a nipple

I love this

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alyssahailey:

ivoryunknown:

wildeir:

teenagedirtbagb4by:

reverzed:

0yster:

So why is one considered ‘inappropriate’ and the other accepted? Stop sexualising my body. 

I wonder this too. Why is it a man’s breast and nipple are okay to show but a woman’s breast and nipple isn’t.

fave wow

best thing to reblog yet

it’s funny because every time I reblog this I lose at least one follower who seems offended by a nipple

I love this

ॐ fяєє ѕριяιт ॐ

(Source: iwillnotshavemyvagina)

  • Pad:

    *leaks toward the back*

  • Me:

    *changes pants, moves pad an inch back*

  • Pad:

    *leaks toward the front*

  • Me:

    *changes pants, moves pad half an inch forward*

  • Pad:

    *leaks toward the back*

  • Me:

    *changes pants, moves pad a millimeter back*

  • Pad:

    *leaks toward the front*

  • Me:

    *cries*

  • Repeat every month for 40 years.

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